Confusion strikes

Hi Fiona and Angge! (Yeah, this is because I am assuming that you two are my only readers haha)

I’m starting to get confused again–with life, directions, signals, and decisions. I can feel that I am starting to have a bunch of disorganized thoughts again. Yes, this must be that time of the year when my [life] path’s getting a little too blurry and all.

I can feel that my enthusiasm’s slowly fading away. It’s like wanting to do something, but lacking the drive to actually move towards having that want realized.

Yes, this is me being too random and shitty. Gaaaaah! This.feeling.must.fade.soon! After all, there’s nothing that chocolates and hibernation can’t fix [or so I think].

Morning Cup of Joy

Starbucks Non-fat Green Tea Latte never fails to make my mornings extra special.

I find it extremely hard to drag myself off my bed and away from the comfy pillows and blanket on rainy days. Knowing that my morning cup of joy is a couple of floors away from our office helps a lot, really. Too bad I can’t gulp in my source of express happiness too often since this slimy cup of goodness could cost as much as my lunch already [*sigh* goes here].

Bruno Mars’ The Lazy Song best completes my lazy, rainy Monday morning.

Note: This is a mema-i-post-lang, masabi-lang-na-nag-blog type of post.

The Challenge

A really close friend, Fiona Cruz, requested me to do this 30-Day Letter Challenge (which I do not really know if I can complete) simply because she wanted to get a letter on the 15th day. I’ll get started with this thing tomorrow as soon as I can. 🙂

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror